Monday, November 26, 2007
I've never felt this way in my life.I've never cried this hard before. Anwer, I miss you ): .
When I saw you at the hospital , lying on the bed I just burst into tears. Cuz, I never wanted you to go. Remember we were suppose to watch movies together ? But at least boy , you're not suffering anymore. You're in a much better place (:
I know you'll never read this unless there are computers in heaven and you know my url (:
ohhhhh Anwer , I miss you so much.
I still can't believe you're gone ): , All I can do now is pray, I'll visit you tomorrow . I hope uncle will be fine too. Everything just hurts so badly now.
I'm proud of you, I've never seen you shed a tear before. You were so strong, you never gave up. Neither did anyone around you.
Uncle told me that whenever he cried , you would say ; Dad , why are you crying , no one has died.
Remember the times you would complain you look like a chink, I miss that! I wanna hear you complain or speak , just one word ! please ):
Every day that passes is a day that I get closer to seeing you again,We miss you Anwer... and we won't stop ,cause we can't stop.
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death
Rest in peace Anwer.
the memories have shattered 3 9:54 PM